Different Patches But From The Same Quilt....

Being a sensitive creature sometimes has its up and downs, especially when it comes to family. Who am I to be blamed if someone dislike me, or think of me in a negative way. As a young girl I found things like that bothersome to me, to the point  that I was apologizing for things I didn't do, or accepting things I didn't have to, but since then I still have the same problem with almost the same people. We all have made mistakes and is to be no one judge, but to be adults you have to consider others  feelings.  thought that was a part of growing up! Why should I consider someone feelings who don't consider mine? Who am I to invite people to my home, who really don't want to be there? As I look back it does sound insane, but I had to think and almost realize,that everyone is not me, so people will do things and might not do it in consideration to your feelings. I had to also realize people are people a lot wont admit to there jealous ways, or there wrong doings unto you, they will always find a reason to put the blame on you, but as I 'm writing  this you would think I am referring to people who mistreat you and  don't know you very well, but no I am talking about family, yes family.Where is the love? But you cant choose family,you just choose choices on who you have around and sometimes that might be a bad choice ...when things hit the fan,but through it all, you live and learn.I accept those who don't accept me, I love those who don't know how to love me, but we all our different unique patches,but from the same quilt.